Archive for the ‘anger, depression, denial, bargaining, acceptance’ Category

not dumb. yet profound.

Tuesday, May 26th, 2009

Almost everyone has succumbed to emotions earned by a film. And some know the next step, when a piece of art moves us not for a moment, but permanently, ever profound, forever changing an aspect of our lives. Apocalypse Now struck me dumb, unable to speak. Over a quarter century later, ...

Migraine

Tuesday, April 28th, 2009

"Pain is completely subjective. It is whatever the patient says it is." - Nursing textbook I don't want to say what the pain is - sheets of acid raining down my skull - glass shards slicing tendons pre-seared by red heat - icicle, tearing gobbets from my now-dry tongue - the persistent pulse of a now-hated ...

Praying for Many Happy Returns

Monday, March 2nd, 2009

California news generally tells things I don’t want to hear. My first week in California, Polly Klaas was kidnapped, remained top news until found. That was news I really didn’t need three times a day. This shaped my impressions of California journalism. And then: you know how it is when you ...

No One to Blame but Myself

Monday, March 2nd, 2009

him: hey there I didn't see you online after we last spoke nor heard from you on any resume regarding that job opening! me: had a bad day. Abruptly logged out. Dropped a travel mug on ...